well well...to share u one good news..i finished my work experience program on last friday!!awesome!!that day i only had few hours of work and off we had small christmas party in office!!had some wine that time as well..hehe!it was great experience and happy it's over le..=Pafter the party i went over to shop around for christmas presents..hehehe..sweet!!!!!also ate yummy chocolate that i bought de..hehe!!and also went to city to shop around cos later need to fetch up mum's fren at the bus station visiting from malaysia de..i did alot of shopping oh..hehe..but not for myself de..for my parents de la!~=P

 

on christmas day,it was a working day for me..i had to work in the noon time..after work,i had christmas dinner at a relative's house which had alot of little cousins oh..wah..really noisy night!!hahaha..and one more thing it was a cold cold christmas here oh..it rained the whole day that day..it even snowed on the mountains..it was white christmas in aussie land!hehe..

 

it's one year once boxing day again!!!hehe..went to the city with sis and walao..everywhere was ppl and dun need to mention how many ppl there is in the branded shops like armani,guess and others..massive!!i also joined the crowd anyway..=Palthough at times i was lazy to squeeze into the crowd oh..hehehe!!it was a great day!!got myself some stuffs as well..but i gave myself some limit...waiting to go back malaysia to buy more de..hehehe...

 

well today spent my time resting and watching drama at home..still got alot of housework to do neh..hehe. dun talk so much le..sam pat more next time!take k and miss lots!

 

 

well it's friday..at the end of the day,i just felt exhausted..i went to view my paper le..the very first time,i felt helpless..i thought that if i dun give up there is still hope but viewing the paper doesn't make any difference.instead it tells me that there is nothing much i can do and that's the fact!i know it's useless to be sad for it..but i just can't control my emotion!!in the end, i cried out to release everything inside..i guess it's just that i'm too tired..tired of proving myself?i dunno..

 

shannon reminded me not to give up on myself..well i guess that's one important thing..it's not the end of the world~~hehe..this is wat i usually tell others..haha!!funny right?of coz i know it's not the end of the world..mel u can do it de!!!!it's just a failure!!that's no big deal!!i must do even better!!i must and i will..i dun wan my frens to worry about me..i promise i'll be fine de..^_^just give me some time~today really SUPER tired..

 

jien, u come over to melb and let ah ma siak siak oh....hehe!!miss u lots!!

well well..finally i get some time..having such hectic weeks,it hasn't been easy..trying my best in all of them..but today just went off a bit..feeling a bit unwell..i guess it's something with the terrible weather change gua..last two days was like 35+ degrees..working in tense a bit..headache!!

 

now i appreciate so much the time sitting alone and write my blog and listen to some nice music..with some nice ice chocolate..wahh!!superior la!!hehehe..being so busy,my leisure is watch drama lo..hehehe!!once in a while will accompany my frens to go out and have nice food and stuff like that..last sunday i went to watch movie le..watched 'the guardian'..quite nice movie..go check out..!!hehe...wat are my thoughts?well i guess let's just say that life is so fragile..always appreaciate the ppl around u!!

 

hmm..thanks alot for the support from all of u..appreciate it alot..it means alot!but in the end,it's up to me oh..whether i'm already recovered or not..??i can't say that i'm 100% over it..cos words is always easier than action right?i'm trying hard!!it'll make me stronger and i'm sure it is..i need to face the paper on friday oh...><pray for me?

 

oh ya..one more good thing to share!!that is..i'm getting some pay for my work experience placement which is so so so awesome!!at least something good does happen right??hahaha..thanks for my lucky star..i've been praying for it for a long time oh..!!haha..i need some more oh..(my nervous friday=P)

 

i'm a rich person!!hahaha...not as in money wise..but as in having u all being there always supporting me!!thanks alot!!miss everyone so much~~aussie ppl fast fast come back ah..it's getting hot and dull here..hehe oh well..take k everyone!!christmas is just around the corner..i'm desperately waiting for it..cos won't be that busy after christmas ah..i suppose..hahaha!!

 

argghhh..headache~should some rest i guess..hmm!!will take k de..u all too!!will be back again soon..^_^