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6月19日 finished my exam...hey guys and gals..finally mel is back..just finished my exam this morning..well should be feeling relief as i just finished the exam..i am but not that happy though..as i didn't do well in two papers..quite disappointed with myself..i've tried very hard...the moral of the lesson is that i should have tried harder..hehehe!!
okay now..i'm not in a good shape..super tired but there's just so much going through in my mind..thinking of so many things i haven't do and also feeling bit emotionally worn out at the moment..i've been trying hard in everything..but sometimes i think maybe i'm just trying too hard?
or maybe i shouldn't bother too much? i guess i'm just tired..tired of trying so hard in being good in everything i do..i guess i pushed myself too much..i'm already off my limit..i need to slow down a bit..i haven't reeally got the chance to release myself lately..in fact it's been a while since i cried last time..i felt like having a warm hug......maybe cause i dun let myself to break down..cos i can get through it and be the positive mel as always!need ur support ya?
have to stop with my mumbling...well i need to go relax...release all my tension!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and do cleaning..haha!thanks to my frens for everything!going shopping with dear soon..hahaha!!!shannon...i'm meeting u soon oh!!awesome!!!hahaha..my so-called porter wah..:P i'm meeting ys soon too wo..uhuhhhhh! hahaha...mel wake up lo..i dun need to wake up in 6am in the morning already..hahahaahha!!!!!! i'm getting crazy! sleep and laughter is the best medicine.........muaks! 6月6日 studying~~~~~~hey guys..so nice to hear from u all ler..thanks thanks..trying my very best to prepare for exam..it's hard and stressful..it is the same goes to everyone who is going to have exam soon..well wat we can do is just try our best..dun give up!!i dun wanna fail..please mel!! study study study..hahaha!!i know i know!!oh my god??am i talking to myself..??nah..just wanna mumble a bit and remind myself a bit mah..i'm still ok..hahahaha!!ok..back to serious me..hehehe! well issues thingy..like ys said..no time to be bothered about it..hehehe...and as for kl thingy..i'm so excited lo..okok..but of coz now have to study hard first...^^kong ma....come come to melbourne....i'm waiting for u here!!surely will be ur tour guide and miss u so much la....*wink wink* had a short talk with ed last night..hope u're doing alright there..gambateh in ur exam as well..oh yea..bout the issue for me having my nick.."i just wanna be myself....."hmmm..there's nothing special happened la..just that to remind myself not to get lost in handling everything in life..and just handle it with my way..i guess it's true?hehe..anyway also learning along the way..^^ huggies for everyone........muaks!!!!!!!!stressful mel.. |
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