well it has been a long long time since i wrote something here. i'm currently still looking for a job. and it's getting bit stress out, cause i haven't been getting much response from the jobs that i've applied for. i really wish that i am able to look for a job that i am after. and at this point, i really hope to get some income. hehe!

 

in fact i had some bad times along the way, lost my sense of confidence and so on. but thankfully there's always some positive advise to keep me going. i used to think that i wanna find a job that earns me high salary and i would be able to go for secondment overseas to broaden my experiences and skills. i so look forward to that life. but u know what? when i come to think about it lately, i was so terrified to realise that i actually have the sense of insecurity to leave home. it made me felt so bad and it was kinda a big thing to me. it took me a while and i'm glad that i'm over with it now and wishing that i would have the chance to actually leave home and try the taste of outside world. because i know that, after that i'll be a stronger person, i sincerely wish for that... mel u can do it!!! gambateh!

 

hmm..been spending quite alot of time at home lately since i'm jobless.. and i'm officially the maid of the house.. haha! oh wells some ppl say that it's enjoyment for staying at home doing nothing but for me, it's not that fun. come to think of it, i've been really busy before. like having three jobs at a time, working with uni stuff and being the treasurer thing, social and so on, it was hardly that i spent time so slow and easy like now. yet still i'm learning to enjoy it. while i look for a job online all day, i also try to do some self-learning stuff. not so easy to take up the habits, but i'm trying to.. haha! wondering what kinds of self learning stuff? well like reading the newspaper, learning some finance issues on financial review, self thinking.. haha! good luck to me! will try my best..

 

talking about self thinking stuff.. well i've been thinking alot about frens around me. i have frens that i treasure of, there's also frens that i wish to treasure but they dun wan to.. i dunno why but i wish that they'll know it and things will be alright.. hehe! alot of wishes i think. :D oh yea it's getting spring in melb now, but these two days have been cold!!! hahaha.. i wish for better weather here.. :P one thing to share here, last saturday i went to mt dandenong.. and i actually went for hiking for the 1000 steps thingy.. it was really cool! because it sounds easy but it was damn hard and exhausting.. hahaha! not to mention that i was the last one to reach the top within like 15 ppl group.. hahahahaha!! paiseh paiseh! but it was a good exercise experience. :P and and we also tried miss marples. it's a really small, cosy cafe and they serve very yummy scones and the huge sundae.. haha! one must try.. hehe!

 

the next big thing in my life - my graduation ceremony. it's on the 30th of september!!awaiting for the big day! hahahaha! shall tell u more about it next time. well i shall stop here for this time. missing everyone out there!!!!